pulp babies meaning
Scary/disturbing dream??!??
It starts off with me choking a turtle then the turtle starts violently ( i mean violently) throwinp up and puking dead babies. then my dog comes and sort of smells them and turns there bodies into distorted shapes.then all of the sudden my brother comes and says whats wrong? you killed the babies?!!!! and he proceeds to bash my head until its pulp, but im still alive, then he purs sometrhing onme andit burns it seeps down my cut up throat and the blood and chemical/mixture mix and bubble up and burn and choke down my bloody throat??????
What does this mean i have a panic attack every time it happens???!!!!???
Wow! Well, it sounds like there is real stress going on here. There is a very strong emphasis on the throat here. There is something you really need to communicate, it seems as though there is something traumatic deeply buried, that you need to get off of your chest, all this stuff about choking, blood, puking, and acid in relationship to the throat suggests that there is something distasteful here that you really don’t want to talk about, but really need to. Your brother bashing your head like that suggests that you are not seeing the situation clearly, from the way this reads, it’s that you don’t want to see the situation that is causing you all this stress. You are having a panic attack when you have this sort of dream, because you are being confronted with a deep issue that you really don’t want to face, it scares you to face it, and you will probably have panic attacks until you confront the issue and resolve it. You may need to go into therapy to resolve this one….good luck….